Night ONE

I expect no one to read this, as well as no one to know who I am. I was watching "House" and a thought came to me. Cameron was having casual sex with Chase, in the end Chase wanted more than just sex. What makes us human being that have a will to choose what we want and when we want it, what makes us believe that we can choose whom and how we fall in love? I keep watching shows that the third part tells the two individuals that they are in love. How can the third party tell them "how can you not see it , you and him are in love with each other". My best-friend told me that to be more spacific, she told me "I believe that you and him are in denial. I do believe that both of you are going to end up together and are just afraid." I do not feel that spark with that person. I do love him I just don't feel it. Anyways, I am almost done with school , after this semester I just need 2 more classes and tada. I do hope I get the research observal position. It sounds interesting. I was board and played around with my laptop, and recorded a few songs. I was joking and let my dad hear it and he said "wow get some money, you sound good." Wierd, I personally think I sound OK , but not good. I feel like I need more from life than school after this semester I have to get that, and get out more, so that I can have a significant other. well lets see how this blog goes.....