Crazy

I don't know what to think. I miss having someone show me that they love me. I have a therapist now I have been diagnosed with depression, and anxiety. I am taking Xanax for my anxiety; which I think relaxes me, but I am taking such a low dosage the relaxation goes away. I don't feel any different taking my depression medication which is Zoloft. Ian having trouble focusing on things I just feel mind wonders and continues to wonder. I can't sleep all I want is just to cry. I hope this feeling goes away. I pray to God all mighty that this therapy works.

Divorce

Well, I haven't blogged in months maybe even a year a lot has happened to me. So far I fell in love with my best friend and then files for a divorce. I started a Masters program for English Literature. Thinking about joining the military. I am talking to two guys both in the army, but we are just friends. I hope one of them turns out to be serious. Fingers crossed