Taking it day by day with love and life....

So I am taking one day at a time. Things have changed yes. THis is a new year yes, i finally recieved my new years kiss with champain under fireworkds on my balcony(what a night). Yes I am still inlove with him and I have no hopes for tomorrow nor the next day all i know is that I want him there. If he is not ready i have no idea,but he knows i will not wait forever i have made that very clear for him that is for sure. I started working at the local childrens shleter i fell inlove with a child that sees me as their mother and calls for me she crys for me and everyone in the shelter is aware that she thinks of me as her mother. You know when you have a child and they behave a certain way with you and then someone else takes care of your child and they behave a different way ,but as soon as you go and pick them up and they see that you are near they become spoiled, well that is exactly how Jasimine  is behaving with me. She crys for me and it hurts me not to be with her there is only 2 big things from stopping me from adopting her, i am unable to adopt her due to the fact that i work there, and i need a better income. I do pray to God that I may be her Adopted mother in the future. I love that little girl with all heart. Mike yes im here and we are bestfriends, i love you but there will never be a forever without a ring ... as far as things go i do wish you all the happiness in the world ...I know you are talking to other women. But , there is nothing I can do, I do not own your heart, like i said I am taking it day by day... WITH , LOVE, LIFE and hope of any sort of future with anyone... till then i am off to my bed GOODNitgh ALL.... and thank you for listening i mean reading me have a wonder blessed time...