No man

There is no man in my life. My sexual needs are vast and I do not let just anyone close to my sexual desires and needs ahhhh that's all I have to say ...

Rom what does he think about me ?

I'm happy no I'm not happy. I read a type  is write I sleep I wake up do my daily routine I work I pay my bills but I'm not happy I'm just living. I'm still struggling to find someone to share my life with. I love spending time with Romulo he's so down to earth we don't spend any time literally out of the bedroom I would like to do other things with him just chill watch TV relax. I wonder what he thinks about me Romulo that is. I want to be cares about me I know? I just need someone there I know sometimes it's too much as I need someone there. 

I will never fall In love 

Love

I still love you and my heart is strong for you. Mike, I need  a hug from you so bad like I need air to breath.

 

Remembering

Man I was reading one letter you sent me, it just reminds me you have had a lot of different experiences :) 
You sitting Indian style lol in Afghanistan ..goat meat... I kinda miss you writing me stories... 
Mmm lol you loved being on post huh back then you should have known it didn't matter what time you could call me i would have answered. I really miss you a lot... A lot ... I just hope you read these emails and don't get mad I'm writing you again ... I loved the postcard (you met so many people, your joke) you gave me btw :) I loved everything you gave me... This one letter made me wonder did you really respect me?miss me? It did seem like you did care about me. Your the only guy I have ever opened up, you really were mybestfriend my only guy best friend and you still are if you want to be... Good night love ob 




God will he ever respond ? PleAse I pray God will keep my love safe 

Single & complicatedly alone

I would do anything do feel love on e again. My father might have prostate cancer. I can't wait to leave to join another force. Army... My marriage Anniversary is coming up I still love him ... Now all I can do is pray for love to come to me ... Please

I could care less

I could careers about having a relationship. I am just you g to concentrate on myself and my career and getting strong In my faith in The Lord. I still care about Michael, but that will only take time to heal. I am Going to concentrate on loosing weight to join the army soon . I love school and am very great full for my job. Amen